Quickie ;-)

Life has been a little bit hectic lately. I went to Reno for a week, got back to Las Vegas for a grand total of 2 1/2 days. One of those nights I decided to go out and get completely hammered with Chantal and Marky, AGAIN. Then got to drive the LONG way from Las Vegas to Denver through the Flagstaff, Albuquerque, etc route. We just got to Denver today. I know I will be looking for something to keep me occupied because I am going to be here for probably about 2 weeks. I have lots of things to type about, don't you worry! I'm too exhausted to give the appropriate amount of details, but I have a couple of doozies. Stay tuned, or don't... but updates right around the corner. Ben gets to Denver tomorrow evening SO, it may be after Thursday. <3

Jacuzzis and Beer Guts

Unemployment has been more of a good thing than a bad thing. Other than the no making any money part. I've managed to go out with Chantal on Wednesday night and get completely hammered with her and Marky. Spent all day Thursday in bed and hungover. Went to lunch with my bestfriendface on Friday, then got beers at McMullans with David. It RAINED, which I was SUPER excited about. Then I had friends over to drink beers and go to the jacuzzi, it was fantastic. The best idea EVER! Now, it's Super Bowl Sunday and while I was supposed to be at work today.. I am snacking on food with the option of drinking beers, but not partaking since I drank a lot last night. I get to go to Reno on Thursday and stay for a week instead of 2 days! Then I get to come home and go to Denver for 2 weeks and MAYBE go to a Nuggets v. Pistons game, which would be AWESOME! Life is good. Fuck the old job, things are so much better without it. I paid the medical bills that I am aware of and filed my taxes. Life is good. I may even get a new cell phone in the next couple of weeks. I also decided that I am not a mind reader or a silence interpreter, and I think I'm going to use that reason for a lot of things in the future. That's fantastic.

"We reflect on miscommunications and misunderstandings"

Seriously... fuck my life. OKAY, not really. So, over the last couple of weeks a lot of shit has gone down. Ben and I haven't been talking a lot and it's been throwing me off. I told him I will come back to Reno whenever he's ready for me to be back. He didn't give much response to that. I haven't quite figured out what to make of that.

I got fired from my job. I've never been fired before. It was fucking lame. That company can go to hell. It's the only place I have ever worked that had absolutely no appreciation for the work that I do. Time to move on.

A particular friend of mine is getting married on Valentine's Day. She let me know about a week ago. She invited me to come and my original plan was that I would have to miss the ceremony, but if they were having a reception I would show up to that. Then she informs me about an hour before that stupid "see you next Tuesday" fired me that my ex-boyfriend is the best man in their wedding. That alone caught me off guard because I did not know that they were even in contact with eachother anymore. So, I made a small joke about how that ought to be awkward, but that it would all be good because it's their day and it'll be fine. I'm an adult and can act like one. I really have no interest in stirring up shit from the past. Then I get the following text message about 30 minutes ago: "Hey erin, we would love for you to come to our wedding but he doesn't want any confrontation from you and your ex so we decided that it probably wouldn't be a good idea if you were to come. I'm really sorry and I hope you understand. :) Maybe we could hang out this week on monday and finally play bingo. You are a great friend to me but i want everyone to feel comfortable. Thank you for everything." To which I responded: "Wow...Ok." To which she responded: "I know he got really upset with me. i told him that everyone is adult and could handle themselves, but he doesn't want you guys in the same room. Erin I apologize." Uhmmm, yeahhhhh... Good thing I got fired so I can spend some extra time in Reno and spend V-day with my boyfriend and NOT at a wedding that my ex will be present at. I'm not all that upset about not being invited anymore, but seriously.. how fucked up is that?

Chantal took me out and got me fucked up last night.